Sad today, miss my husband ... starting to feel like he is really gone for his year. I think I have had a big wall up about how I would feel with him gone. I just hope this is PMS making me sad. The best part is I am watching bad B movies and this makes me feel a bit better :) LOL The kids have their coach coming to the big track Sunday and that will provide a nice event to keep my mind off Kevin too.
In honor of a year and one day (Same date thanks to leap year) of Kevin and I being handfasted I decided to finally go and get the rest of the photos printed LOL, I also decided to post them ALL on my myspace ... why you ask ... well he is off playing army right now and this is a fun way to show him I was thinking of him ... Don't worry he did not forget he just has a hard job to do being Active-Duty and all.
I found some photos of my three smallest daughters when they raided my dresser and played model, while another daughter shot photos :) Super funny.
Also, today I put wash out (3 to 6 weeks) hair color in my kids hair (Pink and Blue) per long standing request (Much begging) and they looked awesome. For those who want to see please check out the 17 July 08 folder on my myspace.
NOW For the RAGE, I got mad at Hailey's mother for her reaction to the hair color ... we have done this before, but with the 2 to 3 weeks stuff ... This anger is not about the hair color, but the fact that Hailey wants to be at our house more of the time. *Sigh* I am hurt more than anything, I mean I treat her NO Different than my own kids. It is not like I got any holes put in her body (I.e the belly, eye area or nose) ... It is not like I got her a tattoo (She wants a tramp stamp, YUCK!) This shit washes out in 3 to 6 freaking weeks(before school starts), conditions her hair and f-ing smells like bubblegum! (for real my kids all smell like candy) I think this is going to get UGLY ... Ps .... She knew we were doing this today!
Due to illness and gas prices I will start working from home full (ish) time June 9th. I will be doing graphic arts and still taking my photos. I am happy to say I will have one newspaper contract to kick start this venture. Wish me luck. :)
Also, I am thinking about getting some goats to make soap ... any thoughts? :)
I am glad for 70 MPG, even if I now pay $8 to fill my tank :)
My children and with their Bio-Dad.
Kevin and I still have not gotten our tax return.
I do not want to be at work today, rather be sleeping.
My cat killed his first mouse, he thought he was soooooo cool after that. (We live on the edge of no place and get tons of critters. I would feel bad, but he was just being a cat ... we didn't even hear him deal with the matter until he brought me the gift)
I had a dream with the feeling of waiting for something again
MY coffee is sweet and my day should be short, all is as well as it can be.
I love, love and all the friends it has brought me. Many time in the past I have felt alone, then I think about all the people I know and love and it starts to get crazy. I mean I have people I went to high school with who I still talk with, I have two full set of crazy family, I have friends and loved ones from ADF and I have people I served in the military with. I don't go a week without some kind of interaction with at least one person from each of these groups and I have to say that ROCKS!
So, today I say thank you to everyone that is mine or has ever been a friend to anyone ... YOU ROCK!
Just put the paper to bed for the week, getting the web info done right now ... Hence the time to post as the files get converted. Decided I am tired :) and think I might go home. I could because for this week I have 28 hours as of lunch time Wednesday :) Oh well, I guess I will see how the next hour or two goes. I already sent my minions home for the day :)
I am posting the only photo taken the night my spouse and I went to his military ball ... it is a little dark and I feel I look a bit big, but I said I would post photos and as it is the only one I put it on myspace. My nanny took it on a toss out film camera she had and when we did not get any photos due to my husband having to work it made me feel better knowing we have at least one photo.